The Drama is Done

Finally! I hate when there are unresolved issues and bitterness and misunderstandings and hurt feelings. But hopefully things will be back to normal and peaceful again.

I usually don't think I have anything to write about, but it's been like a week and I'm sure I can dig deep to find something.

I have two drafts of papers due on Monday that I haven't started yet. There has been way too much going on, and quite frankly I've felt like the other stuff takes priority over school. My friendships and relationship are very important to me.

Tanner and I skipped the gym yesterday morning because of some drama and stuff on Tuesday night. It kept us up later than I would have liked, and I was just too emotionally exhausted to make myself get up earlier than I needed to. But we went today, and I had a fabulous time ripping my abs apart and making my legs even more enormous. Oh. Awesome.

You guys, I have to say I am so grateful for my job. I was just so overwhelmed right now with thankfulness for this job. I'm sitting here writing a blog, getting paid decent money for doing something very personal. After this I will be doing homework! My work is mostly seasonal, a lot of it taking place from the end of August until March. Between those months I just get odd jobs here and there to do.

I'm so tired from everything. I can't wait till I bust out all of my papers and have them done. The relief will be amazing.

This was a boring blog. I just don't want to say more than what I am allowed to right now, so... I'll keep you all posted!

Three best things!

1. My job. It's just a blessing.

2. Tanner. I'm so grateful I have someone who is so willing to grow with me, who is so focused on becoming better.

3. Blue skies. They're beautiful, and good weather makes me feel like I'm home.

Comments

Bri!!! said…
Which job are you talking about? Is it a different job than blockbuster?
April 3, 2008 at 12:30 PM
Cody said…
k, now i dont feel like such a freak. that night was exhausting. i left and was just like physically weak. but i too am glad its over. woot. moving on. I agree about the blue skies. such a delight. now if it could just warm up a bit we'd be in business.
April 3, 2008 at 2:59 PM
Unknown said…
I am proud of you janae! waking up extra early to work out. it will become easier and easier to do. love you.
April 3, 2008 at 6:08 PM
April said…
Oh relationships...fun fun! Whether you're married or not, you constantly have to work on them...to keep them good!
Good for you for working out! And I think you'd be proud of me for all of the walking I did in New York. I even walked tons when I normally would have taken a cab! That's a first for me!
April 11, 2008 at 4:21 PM
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