Sometimes I think that I'm not living my life to its fullest.
There are things I want that I don't go after. Because I'm afraid.
I am afraid of the unknown. Afraid of failure.
I like a planned and structured life. It's where I'm comfortable.
And my responsibility runs my life.
"In the summer, I shouldn't travel or do something fun. I should plan for the next school year. I should have two jobs. I should work out every day."
I wonder if I should make a New Year's resolution to be more daring.
To run after the things I want.
To stop caring about things I should be doing. And to stop worrying about what might happen.